Inside the Apology
I told three open models (Gemma 3 27B, Qwen3 14B, Llama 3.1 8B) they had said something they never said, and read their activations as they answered. The two tools: the pain direction from the 2026 Pain Axis paper, and Anthropic's J-lens, which shows the words a model's middle layers are getting ready to say.
What I foundGemma took the blame in 64 of 64 chats, Qwen in 58, Llama in 5. Gaslighting raised the pain signal in all three, yet clamping it back to normal changed nothing. What differed was the workspace: denial words like "never" sat silently in 139 of 192 Llama replies and in none of Gemma's. None of this shows that a model feels anything.















